Things getting craziest now!

My life has become worse than hell. I sometimes feel like I should end my life but my daughter, my schoolgoing brothers, sisters and age old parents... they all are dependent on me.

Things are getting worsen everyday. I am ashamed to say this but tonight when I came back home after a hectic day of work to find some peace and prepare for my MBA papers, she started nagging as usual. She is to take her on outing tommorrow as she is bored by now. I resisted saying that I am preparing for my MBA papers and exam is on head so I must study and we could go for outing after my exams. This argument made her violent and she locked the door from outside leaving the daughter with me. My 2 years old daughter started crying as she also disconnected the power supply from outide the room. Duuhhhhh.... what is she up to, I asked her and she replied bluntly "tumhari barbadi, beizzatti... bas aur kuch nahi..." and she opend fire from her mouth.

I am saddened and hurt deeply today. I have already lost my self respect and now losing my interest to live further. What's in a life where I just have to go through all this shit and I can't even complain. If I do I am dragged to police station with plenty of flase allegations that I have been beating her up. My brother had also come and was beating her. Even parents have come and tortured her. The police simply listens to her and when she is away asks for money and compromise with her or be ready for dire consequences. Hell!

Shame on me why I was born in India? Even if I was born why did I study and tried to make a living for my family and myself. Why did I marry in India... Is this the country I am proud of? I hardly believe so. It doesn't let me lead a normal life. Not even abnormal life. It's worst than I could have imagined.

Why would someone make such harsh law without knowing it's consequences if misued. Shame on him... shame on him he must have been a drunkard.

But no I am wrong. This law is there for last 20 years and everyone is blind. Nobody cares today if I am not even allowed to die with peace.

She tortured my daughter and called up police

My daughter was crying today for something and she brought a match box and burnt a stick. I thought she was just scaring the little kid but no God she touched the burning stick on my daughter's hand and the little baby shouted too loud. I couldn't see this and slapped my wife. She immediately ran to police station. I took my daughter to a nearby chemist shop for some anti burn lotion. My daughter was still crying so I decided to give her a ride on my bike as she enjoys it too much.

Suddenly I got a call on my mobile from police station and the officer asked me to come there as my wife was making a scene there and accusing me of beating her badly. Surprisingly she was even accusing me that I had burnt the daughter in her had and have kidnapped her. I had come accross an NGO (Save Indian Family) and I thought I should go to them for some advice as this is like a routine for her go to police station and harrass me.

One of the members of this NGO who is also a lawyer advised me that I should go to police station and cooperate them in investigation. As soon as I arrived there the office slapped me as he was too angry to see my wife crying. He asked me why I was beating her and why did I kidnap my daughter. I explained everything and asked how could I kidnap my own daughter. After some more questioning the office got convinced that she was lying totally and let me go back home with her.